FORGIVENESS DECLARATION

I forgive myself for liking you so much,

And I forgive you for not liking me enough.

I forgive myself for missing you so bad,

And I forgive you for being cold.

I forgive myself for so many efforts I’ve done,

And I forgive you for giving up the relationship easily.

I forgive myself for raising you up so high,

And I forgive you for bringing me down so low.

I forgive myself for the butterflies in my stomach, for not hearing my brain,

and for the tears I’ve shed…

And I forgive you for making me feel like a fool.

I forgive myself for giving you everything I had,

And I forgive you for making me feel like a loser.

I forgive myself for moving so slow,

And I forgive you for changing so fast.

I forgive myself for being so pathetic,

And I forgive you for being indifferent.

I forgive myself for not being able to let go,

And I forgive you for never had to latch on.

I forgive myself for always remember the memories we had,

And I forgive you for forgetting so fast.

I forgive myself for having dreams and hope in you,

And I forgive you for crushing it.

And now I have done dealing with myself and you.

I forgive because I want to let go of the hurt.



Jakarta, March 12, 2012



Chicha